Back to the Future

Soooo.... Finally after over a month without a computer I am back to the future. Or should I say back in the now. I have felt so disconnected from the world and there is just something about checking emails and trying to be inspired from my cell that just doesn't work for me. The sad reality check is that life did go one. I still woke every morning and still had wonderful and terrible days.
Over the last month Bella has been sick with a cough. It started Aug 7th and we are still holding strong. 7 days of mucinex, two weeks of abuterol, two weeks of pulmicort and singulair. Yes, I know what your thinkng, didn't I take her to the doctor? Yes I did and my lovely pediatrician chalked it up to allergies. A month later, a nasty call to the medical assistant at the peds office, several nights of no sleep, 103.00 fever, 500.00 pn meds that weren't covered by insurance and did not work, and last but not least a trip to the urgent care clinic and she has finally been diagnosed with bronchitis and double ear infection!!!! May I please have the antibiotic now???? I will now be changing pediatricians and would really like to call her office and tell her a few words that are not so nice. All I can say is she better be glad I have Jesus in me because Satan was and is ready to over rule when I heard my poor little Bella's diagnosis.